It’s a distinctly dreary, overcast day. So I decided some bright color was in order.
So...birds. I think about them a lot these days. My next novel, 27, was thought up years ago while walking back and forth to work listening to the Lark Ascending by Ralph Vaughn Williams. This musical poem was also inspired by the written word—a poem by the same name authored by George Meredith.
Birds have meaning. Birds show us how to live.
I’ve read a lot of poems lately. Quite a few about birds. Some are nice, but some are more true than others. Here’s a true poem:
The Darkling Thrush
I leant upon a coppice gate
When Frost was spectre-grey,
And Winter's dregs made desolate
The weakening eye of day.
The tangled bine-stems scored the sky
Like strings of broken lyres,
And all mankind that haunted nigh
Had sought their household fires.
The land's sharp features seemed to be
The Century's corpse outleant,
His crypt the cloudy canopy,
The wind his death-lament.
The ancient pulse of germ and birth
Was shrunken hard and dry,
And every spirit upon earth
Seemed fervourless as I.
At once a voice arose among
The bleak twigs overhead
In a full-hearted evensong
Of joy illimited;
An aged thrush, frail, gaunt, and small,
In blast-beruffled plume,
Had chosen thus to fling his soul
Upon the growing gloom.
So little cause for carolings
Of such ecstatic sound
Was written on terrestrial things
Afar or nigh around,
That I could think there trembled through
His happy good-night air
Some blessed Hope, whereof he knew
And I was unaware.
— Thomas Hardy
I am going to be writing a lot about the meaning of birds in my newsletter and blog in the coming weeks. Because once you understand what birds mean, you’ll “get” 27. So...make sure to sign up for my newsletter! Here’s the link:
It’s been one whole rotation around the sun without my dad. (Or it will be about midnight.) It has flown by for me. But for Dad, outside the realm of time in the presence of God…well, I wonder what that must be like?
I sometimes think that deaths close to home are God’s kind way of helping us relinquish our death grip on our own lives here—lived under the tyranny of the clock, the relentless passing of seconds and minutes and hours and days, and all the ravages its progression brings.
I have a picture in my head of me holding a fistful of balloon strings, smiling up at the balloons’ bright colors. One by one, the strings break and their balloons disappear into the sky. I’ve lost five so far, and I have a peculiar feeling that when the last one gets loose, I may float away with it…happily, I believe.
I still don’t wish him back, though I miss him. Each time I think of him, I remember that his joy is complete as mine will be one day. The tyranny of the clock he used to tell me of so often is ...
In case you missed my yesterday’s newsletter due to festive frolicking, here it is: https://www.getrevue.co/profile/authoramandabarber/issues/ready-or-not-issue-23-1242258
And the unpacking process continues… Due to some pest and potential pest problems acquired at our various storage units, I am opening up all boxes outside to make sure nothing creepy, crawly gets brought inside. 🙄🤷🏻♀️ Silver fish have been spotted. We also found a large snakeskin in one of our storage units. So…
In other news, we are completing our move on Saturday and could use some more muscle! If you’re local and can lend a hand for a few hours Saturday morning, drop me a line!
Meanwhile, my balloon flowers and zinnias seem to be basking in this heat wave because they look gorgeous.
Also, I’m pretty sure I could fry an egg on our patio right now. 😂